It has been a long, long time since I have posted. I've done about 4 posts that I really wanted to post but find them uninteresting.
I have been cooking but I feel like there isn't any passion or heart in it. My job has drained every ounce of passion and joy from cooking. Everything is boxed or prepackaged, nothing is ever from scratch. Even though I hate this place I decided to stay for almost a year. I suppose it was my own naivete for believing I could make it better and that I could somehow change things. So like any good relationship, I believe it is time to part ways (actually I think has gone beyond that point). I really hope I've learned a lesson and am going to try and post more in hopes I regain some of what I have lost.